Saturday, November 20, 2010

Haiti

Haiti has been devastated by a recent earthquake and most recently cholera. Many are aware of these recent catastrophes, yet we often forget that Haiti has struggled under the hands of oppression since Columbus. If you begin to feel guilty, stop. Guilt too often leads to apathy. If you feel anything, do something. We may not be able to revoke injustice for those unknown in Haiti or for that matter other people groups damaged by the sin and greed of Western arrogance. However, we can work to change the greed within ourselves.
The clothes we buy, the food we eat, and the programs and politicians we support all affect the world around us; assumptions are always dangerous. And all to often our fortune is the result of someone's loss. Sacrifice and giving are what lead us to hope, yet these seems increasingly hard to come by.

Many programs of thought help to convince us that combating sin and ego is all there is to hope. "Fight injustice with justice! An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth! Placate the sin desire with service and kindness to the poor. Love heals all things!"

Sentiments such as these often fall short of changing the dirt realities of child prostitution, slavery, and suicide. When acted upon they may benefit those suffering, and possibly change the attitude of the agitator, but we will always have the guilt of yesterday. One may think his good-boy reputation will protect him from his reckoning, that his acts of kindness outweigh his former acts of depravity, but his soul is left restless from the unavoidable account of trespass.

What if Justice were a person and Love had a name? Could all the aspirations of love, hope, truth, justice, and community be more than that- just figments and dreams? Could they be as real as the molecules that we consist of? Are the very ligaments and sinews of our corporeal reality working together for the purposes of someone greater? "YES! YES!" comes the agreement of so many striving to realize the truth. Everyone believes in a truth on which to rest our hope, but ethereal truth does nothing to deliver. Real and relational Truth is the Deliverer.

Do you know the Truth? If so, you are set free. You are free from past mistakes and free to work towards an establishment of Truth all over the world- Peace on Earth. Please pray that the Truth, Salvation Himself would be revealed in our hearts, and in the hearts of those in Haiti.







Thursday, November 18, 2010


to walk again under your umbrella
still content beneath the rain
sopping wet with disdain

please come sit beside
closer
be my shield
my shelter

submit:


Thursday, August 20, 2009

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Outreaches

Every week two or three teams leaves from Davao City to a distant village in Mindanao. We see many different patients at clinics, and in most places, train local health care workers. While it is a busy schudule, with lots of traveling time, various floors to sleep on, and hundreds of patients to see, I can't help but feel like something bigger is going on.

Individual's lives are changed at each outreach site: a malnourished child gets vitamins, a baby has his first check up, a man has his sub-mandibular cyst removed, a 10 year old boy has a 10in hydrocele removed from his uppper arm, the list is endless. However, as I look over each of the patients I see, send them to the pharmacy (our tub of medicine), counsel them on how to eradicate scabies from their home, I know that hope is somehow growing. Not only in those we are serving, but also in me.

Right now, I'm sitting at an internet cafe in Davao City. I apologize for not updating more regularly and not getting more pictures to you all; its been very busy. We also haven't had internet at the house for a little while. Irregardless, I really do wish all my friends and family could be here with me. There are so many stories, so many adventures. I'll leave you with this.

At a recent clinic in Lutayan, an older woman walked into the shaded school office-my first patient. At first glance she looked very healthy for 66, and when she sat down her crooked smile calmed my morning nerves-she only had two front teeth. "All I want for Christmas is..." running through my head now. Anyway, Vergenia told me that she had blurred vision for the past four months, numbness in her hands and feet, and a slight cough. The more I gathered through the translation, it sounded like diabetes. I was reaching for a glucometer when the translator told me she said, "The doctor diagnosed me with diabetes last month, but I don't have any money for medicine." Her glucose level was 231! I then learned that no one told her about the proper diet for diabetes, and that she had been eating anything she wanted- which is not good for a diabetic with retinopathy and numb hands. Vergenia graciously listened to me and my translator as I told her how to cut out sweet foods, and how to keep a close eye on any cuts or scrapes on her hands. It was a good start to the day.

The end of the day: a young boy who was very malnourished. His eyes glaring blankly at the wall, his gaunt frame overflowing with asperity- he most likely had primary complex TB. With all of the enlarged lymph nodes, lack of cold symptoms, cool, clamy skin, and malnutrition, it had to be at least a consideration. Both of Jonathan's parents worked at a farm, where they could barely put food in their children's mouths. We talked to the teacher at his school, and explained the situation, gave Jonathan multivitamins, and recommended that he go to the municipal health center for a TB acid fast test. I was heartbroken, because I knew the multivitamins would run out, that his parents have little chance of gettting new work, and that if he had TB, his immune system was already fighting an uphill battle. My hope is that the teacher will follow through and make sure Jonathan eats, gets vitamins, and gets tested/treated for TB. Maybe my readers could pray for Jonathan with me as well.

Again and again I am reminded how temporary and fragile human life is, and yet how strong we are. Why does our race push against the tide of evolution, differing from our animal friends, and provide extra care and attention for those who have disabilities, sicknesses, and weaknesses? It seems that survival of the fittest is health care's worst enemy. Like I said, seeing these people who have no access to health care, who either get better or die, get free paracetomol or a quick consultation makes me realize hope, compassion, and love are not so temporary or fragile. As the good Lord said, "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal." The details of medicines and SOAP notes fade away, and faith, hope, and love remain.



"Let us make man in our image, in our likeness..."

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I leave for another outreach tomorrow morning. We have a long drive, and a four hour hike into the mountains. I hope I can sleep; the anticipation is already making my brow moist. Hopefully I'll have some nice pictures to show you when I return.

Peace,

A.W.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Breast Cancer in Young Women, Common in the Philippines

A heath student in training, I watched, wincing at the painful cries from the other side of the room: the pressure of tissue scissors, cold surgery sounds, and a young girl aware that half of her breast would soon be removed contributed to the tremendously tender operation. I had expected to see this kind of surgery during my internship in the Philippines. But apparently, and unfortunately, mastectomies are far too common here.

Helen, a young mother and faithful wife, was diagnosed with late stage breast cancer, and without surgery, she may have lived little more than a year - maybe missing her twenty first birthday.

Helen lives in a remote area of Mindanao, the largest island here in the Philippines, where women are at a high risk for developing breast cancer. Whether it’s to blame on poor genetics or environmental carcinogens, doctors are unsure; but sadly, most having little or no access to health care, both geographically and financially.

Dr. Evans and his surgical team are the only medical staff providing free surgery and consultation in these remote areas. His organization receives funding from church sponsors in the U.S. and uses mostly donated medical supplies, though they have gone through many financial hurdles to keep the show on the road. Reach International has recently made a connection to the Mennonite church, in hopes to expand their ministry. Needless to say, there are many sacrifices that Dr. Evans has made, and I feel privileged to work and learn alongside his efforts.

Echoing sobs etched a different picture in my mind that day. Strangely, I was reminded of the birthing process. The pain seems to last forever – or so I’m told - until at last the process is complete, and then peaceful thoughts of longevity remain. As I watched Dr. Evans finish up the stitches, I knew Helen and her young family had a far brighter future than just two hours ago.

Helen told me the next day how grateful she was that her tumor was gone.

“[The] staff was awesome! Even though I felt shy at first, I began to think more about my health,” she said.

As I prayed with her for continued healing and grace, it amazed me that a willing staff, surgeon, and a little hope could bring such immediate life change.

More to come!

A.W. Hall




special thanks to Charity Corkey, a gifted editor, and great friend!

Friday, July 17, 2009








Here are some shots of the Philippines. I hope you enjoy them.

The first four are of my friend Genel, a jack of all trades, and master of most of them. He fixes a flat tire on our way home to Davao City.